i am so psyched!! haha really glad the routine went up today, and i am really crossing my fingers about 14 jan. I REALLY NEED TO GET ALL THE STUNTS UP! arghhhh

oh and i shall deco my hall room. til it feels... erm, cosier?



and about stuff, sometimes i keep my emotions under control, sometimes the anger and the revulsion just sets in, and i feel that hot flash of hatred. i wish things get over and done with asap