i am getting really annoyed at your selfishness. from the start til now, it's always been about you getting what you want asap, and despite all your assurances that i can take my time, you've always been pressurising me into decisions.

The feeling i get from you is that if there is no guaranteed reciprocation, you won't bother taking the risk. And you know what? NORMAL PEOPLE TAKE RISKS WHEN THEY'RE WOOING SOMEONE. not withdraw into uncertainty the moment they realise the someone is not neccessarily going to accept him. If you're not even going to wait and have to have the assurance that i'll accept you before "stay put" and not "move on", then fine, move on.

haha i have ten million photos of awesomeness to upload, ten million things to write about, and a gazillion tonnes of work to do cos exam is in - get this - 20 DAYS. holy cow!!

i shall hereby list out things i have to complete....

Yiting's Unawesome List of Things To Do

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Read COM231 slides (1 day)
Read COM231 Textbook (2 days)
Do exam papers (half a day)
COM232 namecard designs (2 days)
COM232 textbook (is there one?!?!) (2 days)
COM232 slides (1 day)
COM232 exam papers (half day)
Psychology textbook (2 days)
Psychology slides (1 day)
Psychology exam papers (don't really need since i S/Ued! hohoho) ( half day)
Japaneses 2: write all word lists down thrice (2 days)
Read through jap textbooks (1 day)
Do all jap homework again (half day)
Practise listening and oral (erm. when i can)
COM258 textbook (2 days)
COM258 research (1 day)
COM258 memorisation (2 days)
COM207 (shucks i couldn't even remember this module for a while) slides (1 day)
COM207 readings (4 days)
Mindmaps (3 days)
Memorisation (3days)
Exam papers (half day)


TADAH! all those in 20 days, including today!!!!!!! except after counting i realise there's 32 and a half days required, so... TMD!!! i think have to factor in time during exam period.

hence my arrangement shall be:

COM232 namecard designs (2 days)
Psychology textbook (1 day)
Read COM231 slides (1 day)
Read COM231 Textbook (2 days)
Do exam papers (half a day)
COM258 textbook (2 days)
Japaneses 2: write all word lists down thrice (2 days)
Read through jap textbooks (1 day)
Do all jap homework again (half day)
Practise listening and oral (erm. when i can) so far it would have reached 4th nov
COM207 readings (4 days)
Mindmaps (3 days) ---13 nov

Leftover studying to be done here

13th nov onwards
COM258 research (1 day)
COM258 memorisation (1 day)
COM207 slides (1 day)
Memorisation (1 and half day)
Exam papers (half day)
Psychology textbook (1 day)

after 19th nov exam
Psych TB ( 1 day)
Psych slides (half day)

After psych exam mug 232 slides

I'm in deep shit!! why didn't i plan this earlier? could've died less!!! =(

I have freaking sian over the stupid 232 poster design. I've been trying to highlight every single word i wrote on GIMP to mark as foreground so i can give the letters shadows so they can stand out from the background, but to do so, i have to click on the letters one by one, then wait for each click to load.

The thing is, the progress of highlighting the stuff can't be saved, so the moment i accidentally click a lil on the background, the entire back ground will be selected as well, and i have to redo the whole thing. I've been redoing the whole thing thrice, once when it was 5 letters from completion.

so ytd after an hour of clicking AGAIN, i had a quarter to go, then i rushed out to watch The House Bunny with LiEn at Tampines. I was rushing, and gave EXPLICIT instructions to my parents to NOT TOUCH MY LAPTOP AT ALL, and to NOT SHUT IT DOWN. i managed to catch the last train to tampines mall, and after watching the awesome bimbotism of the movie, i stayed over at lien's house, and now, at 9am, i'm back, and...

I'M REDOING THE FREAKING THING AGAIN.

cause my mum went to shift my laptop to the table instead of leaving it UNTOUCHED on the bed. and in the process clicked on my screen and deleted my entire image.

So right now, after ctrl Zing, i'm rehighlighint yet again, and tho i'm not mad at my mum cos er. yea maybe my bed would reali have caught fire due to my lappie's heat, I AM FREAKING PISSED AT THE FACT THAT GIMP FREAKING CANNOT SAVE PROGRESS OF SELECTING FOREGROUND AND I AM FREAKING DOIN GHT ESAME FREAKING THING AGAIN.

it sucks when so much have changed, so many things have been given up and then HTYFG. or at least shows signs of it.