okays i realised my current awesome blogskin suits these kinda wordy entries, not my previous photoflooded entry, which is good, cos my photos can only be uploaded one by one or it'll jam, so it's tedious for me to do photo entries, but i want something to remember my uni life by when i am old. provided internet still exists.

anyway, v v happy tt i've lost the 5kg i put on since being w a certain eat-like-a-monster-float-like-a-bee guy, and i aim to lose still a bit more. i was talking to jiggly puff and she's dieting too, and at first i was still thinking and saying, huh not fat wad. u look good like that like seriously, but i totally got it when she said it's just a personal omg i dunno wad word she used, something along the lines of personal fulfilment. I totally get that, like even if ppl say my size is ok wad diet for wad, i will still wan to be slightly thinner to look better, so i realised probably every girl is dieting, even guys are dieting too.

That's when i realised how tragic i am, cos even as i am typing this i still intend to keep to my eat many meals but in smaller portions diet to lose weight, but here i am about to ramble on about how sad it is that girls are supposed to be thin and we all want to lose weight and even skinny ppl (like REALI SKINNY) can pinch their thighs and go "see i'm fat". But i can totally understand that. Being thin just er looks good? i dunno. like after my stuffing myself w sushi day i actually wanted to MOVE and go swimming to lose the calories. But sad to say my butt got psychologically glued to the bed and i just nuahed and by the time i rallied it was 10 pm and i told myself that i am scared of ghosts so cannot swim at night.

Yea, but seriously i dunno ANY girl who is more than stick thin who is not dieting or intend not to diet. even some skinny ppl want to diet.

but ok random nonsense that was. i have just looked at my wardrobe in disgust and i think i shall try to neatify it, but right now my butt is again psychologically glued to the seat so i shall mentally unglue it first. ok where's my mental thinner. ( or issit tinner btw pun not intended)