ok 3 hours or so to dive trip! should be feeling excited, but i'm not.

i just hope these 4 days manage to unravel the things tt are unsettling me.

almost done with packing, i'm supposed to be looking forward to 4 days basking in the sun, diving in the ocean blue, gliding with fishes, swooshing by corals and all that. plus getting a glorious tan.

ok well. i shall try to keep my excitement level up!! though what i reali want to do is dive into bed and stay there for the next ten thousand years. when the world is over and nothing is left to escape.