i know i just blogged, but..................

OH MY GODS! i realised life reali sucks out all ur imagination and courage to hope.

i remember once thinking that i will never be a sad, boring, ordinary person just passing on in life. that i wanted to be awesome, and remembered for some awesome thing.

but now, all i want to do is have a happy life, ordinary but with awesome parts, have fun and live happily ever after with whoever be lucky enough to be with me (LOL).

and i no longer think in terms of "OMG I WAN THAT JOB I LOVE IT!" but in terms of "i want a job that gets me by, that i can tolerate"

and when i think of my future, i think of:

study, graduate. go be airstewardess. then join the advertising/PR industry.

work. party occassionally.

grow old. survive on pension. paint. play piano.

or something along those boring lines!!!
ZOMG.